Relief

Sometimes you feel the biggest relief from the smallest object. Stress is such a huge part of life, sometimes the cause of the end. People love you, don't want you to stress life, but sometimes you just need to know you can relax, not because your
loved, but because that's what human deserve. Receiving a remark in the random gives me no room to over think and make good into bad.

"Find release from your cares, have a good time."

Thank you fortune cookie!

Lost

Ive noticed myself living everyday just to get it over with; Clearly that would mean im not enjoying much about life. Ive never really wanted to move forward either. Could that mean im afraid of change? How can I be afraid of change when things could only get better, then again.. things only ever feel like theyre getting worse. I often find myself doing both: hating the past, not able to move forward; and missing what was, not able to go back. I'm forever stuck where I dont want to be and I need to learn a way out.