Scars

What you do doesn't just hurt you. I'll never trust you, no matter how many reasons you give me to. You've caused me difficulty in going through life, some things that will never go away. You make me afraid of not only you, but also the people that actually deserve my trust. Ive learned to hide my fears from others, they will only take advantage of what they know.. and I try to hide them from myself as well, wondering if that's okay. Now I'm big enough to decide things for myself and I'm deciding that it is time to move on. You are dead to me, hopefully never to come back, but the things you have done will stay with me forever.