Helpless

I hurt very badly right now and I'm helpless to this as well. I crave to try and solve my problem like I always do, But I cant.. out of sincerety for another, I can't bring up this matter. It breaks my heart for you to doubt me. It breaks my heart for you to betray what you portray. It breaks my heart that you mean so much to me and I feel that you just dont care. Do you even understand who I am, how I feel, what I mean? I thought you knew me as well as I of you, but instead you follow ignorance for your own bliss. I wish you knew, I wish you could see, I wish I could do something, but for you.. i am helpless.