Venting

You should really see how defensive i can be when it comes to other people attempting to involve themselves in my life. I can't tell you exactly why.. since I don't exactly know the reason myself, but I can tell you I absolutely hate when people try to "help" me with my life or "help" me improve myself; I take that as an insult whether you have good intentions or not. What bothers me the most is when people try to ..evaluate me or figure me out. Sure, I can have a certainly deep personality but I can also be very straight forward. Either way, If i wanted you to know more then you would, obvious enough.. i don't want you to, so just simply leave me alone. When dealing with this chick right here you should probably know attention is v e r y unwanted and unappreciated. Unlike most teenage girls you'll find in this world who crave all types of attention, I avoid it at all costs. I don't throw my history out on the table for everyone to jump at. If you don't know me, you don't know me.. If your not involved in my life, your simply not involved in my life.. Don't write yourself your own invitation! Yes, I am very very careful when it comes to people walking into my life. It's not that I want things to stay the same, but looking back, im reminded of my issue with things only ever getting worse, if anything. Im breathing; Im alive.. Lets just leave it at that.