fuck the past.

This is just abunch of unclear shit running through my head, hardly worth any reading at all..

I'm an idiot for thinking everything was going to be okay, for thinking you were actually going to be with me to stay. You were so easy to be reassuring that everything was alright, what a bunch of shit that turned out to be. You should have never came back into my life. Everything happens for a reason and when we walked out of each others lives a long time ago, it should have been meant to stay like that.. You should have never knocked back on that door. I always thought things were too good to be true, too easy to have happened.. I couldn't have been more right. Regret, regret, regret... Live life without regret. This has only made me learn never to let myself get near the same situation again. I feel kinda used to tell you the truth, but that's that. I feel like I cant even live without shit going wrong, but im starting to realize thats what life is. Living through it all, Learning from it all. That doors shut.. and believe me, its locked tight.