Cherish.What.You.Have

"You never know what you have until its gone". I thought i understood that since i used the phrase myself, but i didn't. You never realize how much you love and need something until its too late. You could say abillion times how much you think you dont, but when it comes down to the very moment that its taken from you.. and you just want to keep looking back and enjoy seeing it there like you use to everyday.. you dont. you cant. its too late. Your time is up and you cry because you couldve used the time you had. instead you didnt know how soon this time would come to an end and how sad it would be. Life is full of surprises, good and bad. I wont let myself go over this surprise again.