Sarcasm

I love you... or i guess i should start saying i use to. You were my everything, and thats nothing but the truth. You had my heart and you still do but maybe you shouldnt. You said you love me but i see no proof. You dont even say i love you back anymore. Your busy? Okay, i understand. Your with your friends? alright. I havent seen you in a week. Where are you? Still busy with your friends? Sorry for interupting. I guess thats all i do right? interupt your life... im sorry i wanted to talk to my boyfriend. I wont interupt again. i might as well say "its" over or whatever this relationship is. You might as well dump me because im an aweful person for missing you. Im aweful for douting that you love me. Its only been a few weeks since you've showd me you do, or even told me. Your life must be busy, so is mine. I still try talk to you, why dont you try too? im stupid for wondering if you care about me. You say I know you care about me? Are you sure about that? if i knew you loved me why would i ask? Maybe thats a hint for you. Maybe you dont give a shit about the hint. Okay, sorry for interupting again. I'll see you next month then. ..i love you. no i love you back? Okay, maybe ill get one next month. Maybe i should stop being sarcastic. Ive been afraid to tell you how i feel because i dont want to lose you. ive been afraid to complain or speak up because i dont want to lose you. But what is there to lose now? somebody who doesnt miss me back.. someone who doesnt say i love you too.. Someone im unsure of. Your not the same Or maybe you are and ive just taken this long to realize you dont care about me. no, dont lie anymore. Let me save you the trouble of speaking. Bye Jay. And no, I wont see you next month.