Sadness

Tears of acid rolling down my cheeks, dripping off of the center of my chin, rolling down my neck and drenching my clothes. They lose the burning feeling and freeze into ice until the point that i get chills up my spine and im alone in the world. Who am i? Who do i even want to be. im sombody. people like me, but no. I hate me. I dont want to be me, id rather be nobody. My eyes swell up with so many tears that i cant see. My breaths get short and i almost forget to keep breathing. Im not a good a person, deep down people dont like me, i dont trust anyone like i use to, and i have nobody to confine in. My eyes are so wet yet they burn with dryness. the salt in my tears hurts and makes my makeup slide down my face. Life is good. Life is bad. My life is fine, yet its not. Society requires too much of you and you have to be perfect. You have to fit in. You have to have amazing friends, You have to get good grades and have your whole life planned out, You have to find boyfriends and you have to be kind. You have to be happy and you have to have manners. You have to fit in and you have to look good. You cant be a whore and you cant be a prude. Its too much. I dont want to be me. life is too hard so let me be. please, i want to be nobody.