Good.Bye

i couldnt imagine you being like this... i couldnt imagine you breaking my heart like youve done time after time again.. and i cant imagine myself doing nothing about it. Who are you to push me around like you do and lie to my face, But who am i to cry about it and pretend like you dont lie. It was silly for me to go out with your friend, but i was curious if you would care even tho he said you would. You found out and said you didnt, but that was a lie too. So how can i sit here and tell myself you dont lie to me. i k n o w you do. Im just going to pretend im over it and pray that you leave me alone. Even though i know you wont. Cant you take no for an answer? Cant you understand that you wont be able to regain the trust i gave you and you lost. Understand that ive ended us for the last time and i dont want you back.. well i do jay, but i cant take you back and i wont. I still love you but i shouldn't. What can i say? once before i told you that id never stop loving you and that wasnt a lie. i wish i could just stop loving anyone at all.