Memory

My tears burn tonight, Blurring my vision. I havent cried this much in a while so, why now? Why are you causing me these sleepless nights? I thought this was over with. Night after night, you make me afraid to close my eyes. Can I never escape the memories of you? You make it so hard for me to even think straight anymore. Why do people keep telling me steps to take to forget you and what you've done? Why does it have to be a process? Can't I just forget you, Can't these thoughts just stop? I hate remembering anything about you, its making me sick. I couldn't imagine just one night to change the way I look at and feel about everything, but it has. I feel like there is no escaping you. Theres surely no erasing the past. How can the memories of one single person cause so much harm?