Without You

I'm so terribly sick of missing you and your love. Why can't I just let these feelings go? I've found it quite clear that our relationship is over and done... I've even let you alone. I find no moving on and see no turning back. It's so difficult to keep this mentality of letting go when you truly were my everything. And, still, there is so much I cannot understand. What is the real reason this has happened? Do you not feel me and my words genuine? ...Were yours? Despite whatever thought may cross my troubled mind, It will always be clear and simple that I am, and credibly will be, hurt without you.